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Napfa damn thing

2009-09-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

Wad the !"£$%^&*! today the Napfa test is postpone to the next day! What do u tink? orbi? ya right! not my fault. damn shit? ya. shitty shit! kanna put aeroplane! i m so so so angry! i oso dunno y. pek chek ba. argh! i cant stand the school, of the way they do things anymore. always so irresponsible... i suay? ya, i tink so too.. wa kao!!! wasted my travel time n cost to there, den nvm, some more raining. den I have to "ling yu". den nw a bit flu liao! den i tml, 2sept have to go back the idiot school again, n see the stupid faces!!! wa lao. u noe hw busy i m n my fren n it has brought us so inconvenient!!! arghh! sian la!!! i dunno y so angry abt it!!! but really dunno y. my heart boils!!! i dun like to go sch la!!! wa lao!!! sian.. i angry angry angry angry with alot alot alot alot of things. nth can make me happy!.. haiz. I have already make a feedback to the school! scold them if not they tink we student, very nice to bully isit!!! wad the hell! complaint to MOE then u noe if u dun take any action!!! U better do some action to it! idiots!

Here is the complaint letter:

"1 September 2009, we are told to come to school for the NAPFA test. It is a rainy day but when we reach there, it is still drizzling. But we thought there shouldn't be a problem of having the test indoor. Eventually, when we reach there we are told that the examiner is not there today. But there is no information or notification that the NAPFA test is cancelled today. This is really an irresponsible manner to us. Some of the student who stay far away from school, may wasted the fare and those who took off from work, may wasted one day of applying the off and they might not be able to get another off according to the schedule. If the examiner are not able to take the test today, there should at least an inform to the students. Due to now is a holiday and most of us will be having job interview or some appointment made that cannot be cancelled, we might not be able to attend it. This may cause troublesome to us, but the examiner never consider for us, only for itself. Hopefully, your Napfa examiners be more responsible please. We are although student, but also an adult to know what is wrong or right. If this can be cancelled so easily, are u saying that exam can be changed irregularly too? Thank you for the consideration of the management for the student Napfa test."

Ass u! better reply me! i m damn angry! examiner u tml will sure kanna suan by mi! waste my time n effort! arghhhhhhhhhhhhh....

den we wasted our time at Tampines when we know the test is cancelled. travel time 4 hrs back n forth. haiz! den dretched for the day! if tml big big rain cancelled again. I DUN WAN GO LIAO! u better go test urself! u shitty examiner!!!

teacher called mi!?

2009-08-31T17:35:00.001+08:00

Oh my! teacher called mi in the afternoon. anything happen to my paper? or wad? i really very scare! i hope he help mi to pass! i will like him forever! haha. as a teacher la!!! lol... he called to ask mi what is the subject for mi, core or elective one? hmmm. he helping mi? or there is problem with my paper? or my other mates paper? oh my! scary la... i really need pass! coz i cant afford to fail again! coz tis is my last chance! i really need to pass! n second time he called, to ask wad is my course name. I tink he is entering the marks in? ohh... i really scare la. please let us noe the marks faster. we r getting panic... haha...

*guang ying ma por pi, help mi pass my paper! i really need to pass so that i can go n get a job of my interest soon.*

End of my school n exam

2009-08-31T11:30:00.002+08:00

I have finally finish my school life n exam in my 22 years of life. What a struggling life i have. haha. But now waiting for my result. wad u all wan to noe? my last few day? or my life in sch? haha..

finish my last paper exam last friday, 28August2009. after the paper, i never felt relief at all. i m still panic, with my result. :( I not sure if the teacher understand wad i m writing. anyway, hope i get good grade. ^.^ n i will. hahaha... went Brewerkz with the gals(jing n yanyan) at night, to celebrate my last paper. (But actually we wanted to go timbre, but the place had a long queue when we reached there, so we went walking ard to look for another place.) Brewerkz is a nice place! but the beer should drink it cold if u dun like the bitter taste. haha. thx gals, i love the place. I tink that day i m a bit blur after finish drinking 500ml mine + 250ml of jing's beer. haha. i a bit headache. scare that i stand up walk like a snake. haha. but no have. haha! i suppose i m jus too tired after 2 weeks of studying n the stress i have. I enjoy drinking with u gals! love u gals lots! hehe. next target, TIMBRE!!! Please! haha. I tink i only wore dress during new year n outing like drinking, very a long time nv wore a dress since i started my poly life, i tink the clothing i wore to sch, look so market, but i dun care, school is for us to study, not fashion show. haha.i dun need to compare with others. there isnt a need to compare with other things with other people too. i dun need anyone to help mi to gain my good result. I m NOT a leech!!! only u r!
I Do the best i can to get the result i have. i dun mind any rank or wad, jus need that cert with grade! not like ppl, leech with people even when ppl dun like them. i dunno y, is so ming xian lo, den still ppl leech, dunno who is a leech! haiz, tis things has make mi so irritated! jus dun like the way leech do!!! should get a fire n burn u out of my sight!!! eeeeee.. anyway, dun need anyone like leech to spoil my life by angry with u. haha.. i not so free! jus dun need to see u or tok to u anymore so is ok! :) I blocked u! i admit! block mi lo! so wad! haha.. is ok not to have leech as a fren! eeee...

i be fren with human onli! hahaha.. bleah!!!

cheers! happy forever!! "I'm a happy go lucky gal" wahahaha..

My Exam is on 28 August 2009

2009-08-17T15:14:00.000+08:00

Oh my! Now i am struggling with my exam. Coming exam is on 28 august. I m scared to Fail. haiz.. i want pass. but when i look on the notes i really doesnt know, what will come out for the test. although there r tips given. but seem messy. i know my teacher is very good. he is hinding us n help me alot on my work too. he wanted to help us=me. but i haven did the past year paper to be submit to him to check. i doesnt know hw to do it when i saw the past year paper! really dunno! haiz. n the tips seem like have to read everything. I m scare, really scare! haiz. wad to do. I tink i m distracted by alot of things. I need to concentrate! :( all the best for me.
* i tink i shld Pray guang ying ma! pls help me to pass my exam! :P *

2009-07-06T18:27:00.002+08:00

finally, finish the 'my girl'... is so romantic and handsome.. :P i really like the lead very much. so pathetic and romantic. haha.. tink i watched tis drama till i forgt abt my bf.. these few day like nv tok to him much.. like ignored him le.. oh o! but he oso busy with his exam ba. so i tink is ok. drama keep me busy oso, so that i wun bother him. hehe... he dun like mi find him too ba..

now i gonna start on serious work now... chionging the show whole night and day. hehe.. no need to watch the tv series now. so slow.. always gan chiong part den finish already. lucky tis lappy gt the drama series show.. haha.. dun let me see any loving korean show already.. please! i need to study! hahaha... 6 more weeks... QUICK QUICK QUICK!!! i wan to slack! please! hahaha

2009-07-04T15:50:00.005+08:00

Oh no... this korean drama is nice.. gosh! i'm addicted to it... it is funny and oso good looking. haha. hmmmm. nice show...

A sucky presentation

2009-07-01T22:56:00.004+08:00

Wad a day! gosh! i tink prayer dun get my pray yesterday.. today is totally a sucky n unlucky day. i believe next time i will NOT be a engineer in future, becoz it does not suit my character at ALL!!! this is wad happen!

Today is my Major Project(MP) presentation, and i have prepare my slide of wad i have done during my Student Internship Program. was excited at the beginning of time, but things does not go well when it was my turn. wad i can say is totally SUCKs! argh! WAD THE HELL!!!! WTF la.. [sorry trying to be control ,myself].

Presentation does not depend on ur attire, ur speech nor the slide. is all depend on all the shit that u do during SIP has to be great and work like a professional. WTH! with our knowledge and freshie, wad do u expect us to do in a big company?! alot of work to do which we r not familiar nor touch before?! which employer dares to pass u all the work at once when u r doing attachment using SCHOOL intern? Then i actually kanna shoot like nobody business during the presentation, the slide, the presenting, the way i going to talk and present my work was all gone to a waste. which mean that i did not present my slide at all! becoz the judges has noe wad i going to present becoz tt last batch student had presented wad i going to present and so they r not interested. WTH la! The work i did is similar from last batch student is becoz we r attached to the same job scope. but as a judges, u cant say that u heard it before and can jus skip n cut my presentation. due to time extented by other student and i have to cut short my time? is non-of my BUSINESS lor... u can ask them to present within 15mins and go, but y did u allows them to present over-time.

i cant totally blame them becoz of this.. the question they asked mi, i does not know how to answer as well, i can say i have forgt and i does not want to answer rubbish to them too, if i not clear about it. But i jus cant stand that actually i kanna insulted. it was the FIRST n LAST presentation that i had overcome in my lifetime. wa kao! my presentation was always perfect and think i m a perfect speaker to present my thing. but today, i was totally pushed down, i suppose till the hole on the floor is not enough for me to hide.

is totally an insult! jus not happy that i cant answer their question, even though i have learnt in school before. but those stuff r years before! my god! who will remember it?! u have to look through once again too before u can answer them. will u remember what u did in secondary school? the day when teacher ask u the blah blah blah question? if u noe, den i gan bai xia feng manx! wa lao! i admit my memory is no gd at all. tts y i always listen n write down wad ppl said early on, rather den listen and forget abt it ltr when i walk away. there r no one with perfect brain memory.

Jus dunno wad to say.. everything is over... jus hopefully can graduate with pass marks ba.. jus too sian liao abt studies... i tink in future i will not or rather hate to work as a engineer! coz it really makes my day bad!!!! really really bad!!! haiz... tink i scare my fren jus nw too. n thx gals for comforting mi all along.. :)

feeling better now, but still cant cure the deep cut in my heart! :(

Sunset

2009-05-12T18:59:00.004+08:00

I'm in the library now. just saw how sunset look like in my entire life of 22 year! haha.. the sun is in orange colour and it look like a salted egg yolk. the Scorching sun just disappeared infront of me. so beautiful!
when the sun is setting down, the sun shade reflect on the cloud which was surrounding it, i can see the sun is burning. the cloud look like their fireman to cover the hotness of the sun. when the entire sun was already in the cloud, the fire on the sun was still burning, this shows how hot is the sun. wow... is a good experience sight overall.. sorry i never take down the beautiful sun. but if u all want, can go see it urself at abt 6.40pm, the time when the sun is setting down, is damn beautiful.:)

Been a week since open school

2009-04-28T16:45:00.004+08:00

Attended my lesson for onli 3 days. haha.. the time-table is so nice. 2 day no school. hmmm, i tink this 2 day is for us to do our project during this time.
had a great time when open school. been in school for 3 years, this is the first time we had our fire drill with the whole class. though a bit of wasting time and the weather is hot, but we enjoyed ourself during fire drill. and we had take some of the pics by eileen the potographer using rif hp. :) nice poto indeed. miss the gals after we graduated.

Every friday i have to go to tourism academy @ sentosa to have my attraction management lesson. First time at the school in sentosa. n the first reaction to mi when i reach the school was "Haunted house!". hahaha..

because when i was dere, i did not saw anyone until one student walk pass me, and the school signage is not clear too. well, and i notice one weird thing is, password is needed to go into the toilet. is was like, duhhhhh!!!! -_-" lucky there is someone going toilet tt time so i get to use it before the lesson start. GOSH! it is not gd at all to study at TAS actually, becoz the weather is hot, the canteen is small, the place is quite dirty, maybe becoz is nature so is understandable that there is alot of bird shit ard on the benches and chair and ants running, walking around on the floor... but is not suitable for me at all.. argh! coz is warm and hot. well, one week has pass, second week of school now, project starting to pound up now.. dunno which to start first too.. haha.. but hope to finish it soon..

end of work

2009-04-06T21:28:00.004+08:00

been missing for half year. i know my blog seem to be dead. well, have been busy doing my SIP(student internship program). now finally finish my work n now is my free time actually but need to rush my report. hmmm, is ok. i will do my best. i left half semester. i tell myself, "i must do it, i want to get good grade, my three pointer, tts my target! i will do it." i left half more semester of study, after my poly, i wonder if i shld get into Uni or work.

studies is not my type, but seem everyone keep calling me to go study, dun stop. i tink tt tis need capabilities, i know where i stand. i tink i cant study till so high qualification coz i feel tt my brain is not working well. not i dun wan to study uni, is becoz i m veri veri veri forgetful, those whu has been working with mi, knew it too i suppose, i wan to do things great but i cant. even if i gt a uni cert so wad, if when u start work with uni certificate but without knowledge, ppl and boss will laugh at u n blame u for being stupid. tis is the world society. becoz of the cert, we will then get gd salary, i tink this is ridiculous. but wad to do. SINGAPORE ma. cert is important than experience. but to me, i still feel that own personality is most important than everything. haha...

i wish tt school reopen soon n complete my dipolma.

In the office

2008-10-02T08:13:00.002+08:00

morning!!! mi now in the office...

A bad week i had~ not in good mood... haix... full of troubles....

GET RID~!!! GET RID~!!! :( Haix...

Weekends

2008-09-27T18:25:00.003+08:00

hey... weekends is here again... woo hoo~ tired and stressful for a week has pass.. can rest for two days!!! wake up early everyday to go work and reach home late at night.. i doesnt have much time to go online too.. :( F1 formula has started.

and my birthday is coming too... :) 29th September...

wonder what my dear up to!!! since last year.. i now scare liao... haha.. but dunno la.. but i hope tt day will be fun and a lovely night.

A time i can relax myself a bit

2008-09-21T14:28:00.003+08:00

Last week i started my SIP. well.. is not wad i expected.. [dun scare, i haben finish] is FUN, i'm able to coordinate with my colleague. i tink they like mi too. :) i have a good supervisor. she is good to be with, n she has alot of patient to teach mi wadever that i ask n when i have doubts. she is friendly n cheerful. not as scary as i thought.. :)
u all shld be wondering wad i m working as and wad i do over dere... haha.. the company is abt designing using mostly autocad. [like my job rite? well dun wry u guys work, if lucky, later easy then mine how? haha] den i m doing about Integrated Resort. my job is to assist my supervisor on her work. :) overall for this week, i feel that i m still able to cope with the job given. hey fren.. SIP coming rite.. dun scare.. is not so terrible at all. but first day u will still feel panic i noe.. keep calm n steady. all the best to u guys.. :)

Karaoke

2008-09-13T14:08:00.012+08:00

this is the fun~ More to come... :)

~Lovely gals~

See yan yan is singing~

we are in the dark actually!~

When the Lights is On~

They were Slacking~

Second Group poto~

Look How happy they are..

They are Singing~

Singing in the dark~

another day

2008-09-07T22:03:00.005+08:00

today, went a little shop with my mum. she bought ear piece for mi, well, coz my old ear piece is with siu baka, baby.. hehe.. is ok. i wan a new one actually, coz tt is not likely wad i wanted.. so i bought a ear piece which i wanted. my dear say will be painful when i use it for a long time on my ear. hmm, i tink it wun be veri much painful, coz the rubber is soft. my ear is small, so the ear piece wun be tt small too.. :) i had tried it on, it is quite ok.. i love it! ^^

tomolo, i going overseas le.. so i will be back on wednesday nite.. excited? hmm, not really, i'm scare of bored.. i thought this trip which i will be going, my dear will go along... but he dun wan.. he is really #$%^&*.... haiz.. dun say him.. nvm.. other time ba... although i reallly hoping to go with him.. packed my bag.. hehe.. this time i brought niuniu go along.. haha.. at night i will get to hug Him le.. he is my dear's partner, whenever i scold or complaint to niuniu. haha.. it was like toking to my deardear.. dunno y.. tink they r related, coz they are NIU.. haha.. dear complaint i nv bring niuniu along last time, this time i bringing along le... so DUN COMPLAINT LE MR!!! haha.. [come back u better buy a new one for mi, coz it will be dirty liao, with dust on it, bleah~]

i wasnt happy to go overseas actually at this time.. i m worried of my marks.. i m worried, totally cant wait to see my result, i muz see the result before i can relax myself with every other thing. everyday i will check email n website for the result to be out... i hope i can pass, i had tried my veri best for everything.. i m scared, i know i nv do well. but i jus hope for a pass.. Lighting n acoustic is my biggest worry.. wa lao.. quiz n term test fail lei.. i dunno wad can help mi.. haiz.. hopefully, my dearest weijing power can pass some to mi... haha... i jus need a PASS, a PASS, a PASSSSSSSSS!~~~~ :(

gt to go slp soon.. take care everyone, update u all again when i cum back ba.. anything jus tag mi at the side of the blog... :)

Chicken Katsu Don

2008-09-06T20:55:00.004+08:00

this is my new tryout... Chicken Katsu Don...
doesnt know what to eat for dinner today.. so decided to have this instead.
search my fridge n there is some katsu chicken, so simple dish like this can cost us a bomb outside in japanese restaurant, i can do it too.. chey!~ haha... is nice, really.. :) everyone[my dad, my mum, my dear dear] eat until not enough. haha.. they r not full.. but to mi, i feel full... i gib them alot of rice le, but they seem not full, especially my dear.. Mr Big Eater!!!
i shall try special dish again next time...

Time

2008-09-04T15:30:00.002+08:00

ohh ohh.. i change my Blog skin~ :)
wake up till now haven had my breakfast n lunch.. tink i will have my green tea for the both meal, and wait for dinner.. parent coming home soon n dinner time is coming.. ^.^

Start of Holiday

2008-09-01T15:37:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone, i'm back to blogging.. i tink veri soon enough i will need to blog everyday le...

Firstly, no more school times for the next half year, i will not be seeing my classmate till next semester.. :( i miss u guys!!! remember to call for gathering k [but always oso kanna put aeroplane de la, haha]

Secondly, i will be starting my SIP attachment soon... i was called upon my teacher to a SIP job at "The Concourse", company name "Parsons Brinckerhoff". [website: www.pbworld.com ]
Isnt the name sound great.. but i still not veri sure wad i will be working as, But design. i m scare, worried, such a long time i had stop working. i doesnt know if i can coordinate well with new colleagues. i m alone, so i m scare~ i scare i scare, i dunno how to do the work they gave it to mi.. den how? will they kick mi off the company, scold mi, hate mi.. arghhhh... well starting at 15 sept, when it has started, i will let u guys noe hw it is like working dere... Hopefully is a joyful time to be spending dere for half year~

I need to enjoy enjoy enjoy... Enjoy My holiday................................................................

for my tedflower

2008-08-16T22:51:00.005+08:00

http://loveastro-tedflower.blogspot.com/

i have created another blog site for my teddy bears with flowers. please kindly support ~ please help mi to pass the msg to all the frens, no matter is urs or mine or ours.. ur fren is my fren.. haha.. so let mi noe, if there is anyone of u interested.. price r negotiable.. it is available not only for guys, birthday present or gifts giving for baby's full month are also available..

thank you~ ;)

09/08/08

2008-08-09T20:11:00.007+08:00

Happy 43rd Birthday Singapore..

weeks~

2008-07-12T21:59:00.003+08:00

hmm.. so long nv blog again.. Gosh!

very Busy week come again! piang man, with my project sch stuff... a bit of time left for mi to eat n drink onli... Project due due due.... But "xian ku hou tian", haha.. so always there is bitter to sweet life.. :P

today went to do project with my group mate, after completing our project, we went shopping.. veri long nv went to spend money, dunno y, itch hand.... today spend like nobody Business.. haha... I almost spend abt 100 bucks... Singapore sales not ended... so sad! haha... (coz make mi spend money ma)

let mi share with u guys Ba.. i bought a gown at 129 dollar.. But having 50% off la.. so quite worth it, i actually tried alot of dresses in the shop, almost the whole shop. lol.. :P so no choice have to Buy something i like too, coz is cheap n oso a need ba, coz my jiejie they all getting married soon, n anyway i need to Buy it within this year, so might as well buy it now, or i can wear it when i have any other event other time... this dress actually is my dream dress, coz i like it to be long, elegant, pretty, feminine and most of all it can suits mi... i tink for a very long time, scare my fren will be bored oso to see n wait for mi so long... things that i keep wondering n worried was the price is quite expensive, n oso will i wear? or i like it nw n dump it aside again..

[hmmm, hw i wish my dear were dere den he can look out for mi n oso tell mi shld i or shldnt i buy it.. But i gt my fren give mi some advice oso.. tts y in the end i buy it hm..]

what u all tink?

Happy Mother's day

2008-05-11T21:04:00.008+08:00

A day where a child to thank giving to whole world of mother, celebrating mother's day.. haha..

mi??? hmmm, mum working, so no mother day... haha.. :P other day den celebrate with her during her birthday lo..

well.... here i wan to say.. i now busy with my school work, less time for my blog.. n i realise that alot of ppl closing their blog down, changing n changing.. haha.. tink they scare ppl see n oso comment on them ba.. i TINK la. well, tts is "none of my business" :P.. haha..

hey guys, mi now were doing some business on flower.. if anyone wanna buy tis type of bouquet for their GF, or anyone.. let mi noe.. i can pack for u guys, n oso, do it as pretty as i can make it.. :) i can see whether wad i can do for ur love one~

this is one which is with little bear on it..

Cost: 20 bucks

(price can be negotiate but different bear there is different prices, it depends.)

this is a normal bouquet..

Cost: 12 bucks

April

2008-04-15T18:31:00.002+08:00

well, suddenly feel like blogging.. so here m i... :) jus viewed other's blog n let mi tink of the days during my ITE time... really miss the days!~
so fast that i had finish my 1 N the half year of poly, n today is my dearie second day of poly life. everyone were doing their own things n oso going to the different school... :( during ITE time, most happy time is with my baobei, my buddy-jack, my dear-daniel, my friend-raygen... during those time, we always go out after our school. where ever we go, we will sure get together. thinking back of the days, really fun. haha...

now? a bit of happiness oso dun have... dunno y.. everyone going separate ways. haiz.. lack of time i suppose.. time make us separated, busy with own things n school work... there wun be any more fun that i can see like last time, make by baobei n jack , with their fighting ard n oso raygen joining in to fight back.. haha.. make up alot of fun n noises... i still remember that i m the baddie one... dunno y i like to torture jack jack alot.. haha.. with herbal tea(which he hate to drink, but who ask him always MC).. n my dear oso.. scratch him till he red red.. haha.. those days going out were fun....

suddenly i heard that jack is torturing his gf to drink herbal tea.. tts my darling oso.. haha.. well, will help darling to give him drink something awful next time.. haha... :P

i hope time faster PASS PASS PASS~ coz i want to be by my dear side... n hope dear be by my side forever.. now we r in different school, i really worried n scare.. but hope his heart will not turn mi away... although i m a bad gf n a bully to him.. :{ but i really dote him very much de.. :) hehe...

FASTER OPEN SCHOOL~

2008-04-11T16:59:00.021+08:00

veri lazy, veri lazy, veri lazy...

haha... everyone know i m lazy to blog le.. oops! :X

well... promise u all that when i cum back frm malaysia will bring some pics rite... hmmm, nothing much to see de.. but let mi put some lor, which i had taken.. :) tell u wad, now malaysia stuff are simply quite ex, nothing much of pic that i have, i tink mostly are scenery.

The bus.

Reach Genting le... "The hotel that i stay"

The view from my room. "Like F1 route."

The Outdoor. "Wad a good day"

The Indoor. "Alot of rides"

The scenery. "Clear day, that even the city can be seen"

A Nice scenery colour, snapped in my Hotel Room.

Zi lian. haha! "I like the platform below the window, did u saw the sunset? is beautiful... I love it"

Spot the mistakes?. "U know, after u started study FDM, when u go anywhere, u will be reminded of ur course studies, so this is a poor signage! hahaha..."

Isn't sunrise is nice as well. "It is morning 0630."

This is how the long expressway down the Hill. "Scary"

On the tour bus, going home lo. Yes!

This is the Last pic. Last scenery of sunset, to say goodbye. ^.^

Overseas

2008-03-19T13:23:00.002+08:00

time goes on day by day.. so fast... my overseas trip is reaching soon.. haha.. is tomorrow! yippie~ hmmm, been a long time never went overseas with my parent le.. since before i started my polytechnic... was so excited about going to have fun.. haha... 21st le o~ everywhere oso can go in liao...(dun tink wrong way! bish~keke) well i will be going over for 4 days.. isnt it jus few days? hehe.. there is never enough for mi~ :)

well hope that there is lots of fun... i will back with lots of poto k~! hmm.. dun miss mi too much o~ do leave mi any tag at the back.. so that i know u misses mi.. hehe :)

march holiday~

2008-03-16T11:37:00.002+08:00

Booo! hehe.... :)
i have been a long time never blog. anyone misses mi? hmmmm....

haiz this few days, i kind of like a bit "heng". knew wad? i m the first rare case in sg i suppose.. haha.. though the "MS" is more popular.. i m not la.. haha..

Wweell~ the problem occur on a early morning during a nice friday of no rain.(i want to say tian qi qing lang la!!! haha.. XD) i meet my dearie for brunch (breakfast n lunch la.. ben dan!)~ since is a nice n comfortable day, i ride my bicycle as a form of exercising. after we had our lunch, we went lot1 to shop. den car gt car lot, bicycle gt bicycle lot, so i park my precious bicycle at 1 lot. happily to shop with my dearie. who knows!!! after an hour later, is time for mi to go home. BUT!!! (teng,teng,teng,teng..... TENG!) i went to my bicycle lot, and it was locked by some KukU person on my tyre.. IDIOT~! but tat person really is KuKu de lor, never lock his own bicycle, but lock mine.. DAMN!!! STUPID~!!! i was so angry!!! had to walk home, under the big sun. thought gt bicycle ma, den never bring bus-card lor.. haiz.. den went home first, an hour later, i went down again, see if i can get back my bicycle, ^6%7%4#%&(^&* dunno wad the hell the person is doing, so long already yet never come and unlock it. den i called my dad, he came to see if he can be hero! haha.. to break open the wire.. but officially cant, coz the wire is too thick.. shitty.. den other ppl saw us breaking, i think they r thinking if i m stealing bicycle.. (siao! who will do such a thing, so many people walking around den stealing the bike) gt one uncle walk over and KPo la.. haha.. anyway can said that to help la.. haha.. he ask us to take back the bicycle and leave down my contact number, he unlock my bicycle already den i give him back, i dun tink is good, but i so angry. angry angry angry, den my dad say take back first, den it rains heavily.. arghh, my precious gt dretch. n the stupid dirty bike is dry.. dearie, ride back to my house, n waited till evening time. i called my police fren n see wad he can do, well, he helped mi.. but not cutting the wire.. coz he throwing MC nowadays.. haha.. shhhhh... den thought control station ppl, can do something with it, but they dun help, so no choice lor.. once in my lifetime, i called the police!!! wahahaha.. they came.. (wa, very long.. their car like malaysia train) den they came empty-handed.. thanx manz! den see see look look.. den they scare ppl play plank, den say cant cut, dunno if is the owner one, dunno if really is my bicycle, i gt evidence de lor.. i unlock my bicycle lock, someone gt two, know wad they are wondering (it can be u buy lock n lock it one, -_-" would i so stupid until i call the police to steal the bicycle for mi? to catch mi? really dotszzzzzz!!!!!!!!) den they called, they looked, they wondered... but really is none of my business ma.. is tt person lock mine, not i locked his lor.. very funny~! so i tink the best way is cut n i get back my bike.. his bike? his problem lor.. not mine ma, he nv lock properly not mine.. den awhile ltr, they eventually called back to their BIG HEAD! den i gt evidence ma, is REALLY my bicycle.. den they called another police to fetch the cutter down.. n they den "kan yan" cut for mi. n back my precious bicycle... dretch for an afternoon, waited for so long under the big hot sun... i m so scare of losing it.. breaking it.. next time i tink i dun wan go lot1 with my bicycle liao.. :(

it teaches us a lesson too.. next time tis type of thing i tink dun call police.. they veri lousy one.. so slow.. haiz... solve it urself ba~!!!! :)

New Year is COming~

2008-02-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

Few days more, New Year is coMing, it should be a happy occasion for youngs and also to the little children, can take many "ang bow" from the elderly... But to mi??? i dun tink so !~~

duNno y, with the years goes by... New Year seem to be a normal and boring day for mi~ i simply hate and dun like to go out during new year! but cannot be... tinking of the few years back of new year.. it really puke mi and getting bored...

New Year??? A sleeping days that i can spend with at relative house!!! welll~ not i dun like n wants to qurrel with my parent during new year, but they simply dun understand wad i want....
i jus wan an happy new year too... But i jus cant get it... new year times, i m always the one whu will be bad person .... haiz.... not i dun like my relative.. but i always dun get the fair part among them, i simply dun click with them.... i feel that in their eyes. i m always a "huai xiao hai" .. i m ok with it man, i dun give it a damn!~

Every parent always has that type of relative combustion! wad i mean is like.. father side is father side, mother side is mother side.. if u with ur mum's side too close, your dad will sure says u, "always so click with ur mum sister, den ask u go my brothers, sisters side, your face black black n feel unhappy!", den if u go ur dad's side too close, your mum will sure says u, "always so click with ur dad brother, sister children , den ask u go my sister side, you cannot!"... wa piang!!! tear into half la... I simply dun like anyone!!!

dunno y, i really scare abt new year... i were like before new year falls, i will sure get reminded by parent. "u ar, better dun gib mi black face during new year"... it was like.. "u dun see my face la" i dun tok oso cannot, i keep quiet u say mi black face, den i tok , den when u lose money, den i m the sway one, make u lose money becoz u niam mi... it was like... arghhhhhhhh...... IDIOT!!! JUS SHUT UP MAN!!! LEAVE MI ALONE LA~

haiz.... haiz.... haiz.....

Projecx Projecx Projecx.... New Year is squeezed by Projecx... dunno wad to do.... head more n more pain!!! alot of stuff to search... (but my searching is bad man! i simply dun like it, but bo bian~)

2008!!! i tink i wish to be sick forever.. i dunno y!!!
headache more dunno y.. too much things for mi to tink already!!!

k la... enuff complaint le... gt to do my research liao!!!~ :(

Sickness!

2008-01-31T13:34:00.000+08:00

Oh no!!! oh GOsh~
flames inside my throat, cant cough it out. feverish. headache. [all kind of illness is out when there is too much project n tinkin of it, it give mi a GOOD illness~!!!]

I m sick again!!! MC taken one day! haiz.. so sad! (but i m happy inside my heart!! lol`)

coz no need go for lesson till 8 pm today.. haha.. such a long hours of school manz!

staying home not a happy thIng or a good time lor.. need to do project n hmwk.. haiz.. not started yet since i wake up till now.. die!!! feeling sleepy after having the medicine.. kaoz.. die!!! cannot make myself to slp. coz i gt alot of thIngs to do.. i muz finish doing! i muz! i muz!

:(

~For the Past few Days~

2008-01-08T23:39:00.000+08:00

this few days, after the starting of 2008, i have been quite busy with my work and also early new year shopping, to find my new clothes, so nv had a little time to do my own stuff. now i m still awake before midnight, i shld probably be slping right now, in my sweet dreams, but i cant, i m still rushing my report for tml ? oh no~ is thurs.. shit.. wad the hell m i thinking... i thought tml is thurs.. aiya!!!

so tired~ headache again!!! today nv eat much for my dinner.. :P oops!! before meeting my parent for dinner, i went to have some tea break with 'Jing', so nt so hungry, but had a bit la, ate tau suan.. eee nt nice.. haha, so nv finish it oso.. dad say i "you bing" again.. But outside food really nt nice ma~

Finally today found my new year clothes le, the cutting is veri suitable for mi, i like the clothes dere. bought 3 dresses.. haha, is my favourite manz~ den Buy until becum member already!! oh o!!! hehe.. well, not expensive but afforable.. daddy, mummy say nice de, so Buy lor~~ wahaha..

last few days, during weekends were rushing my fmf project, finally finish, phew~! passing up tml. yeah~ den Last friday was daddy birthday, so went to meet daddy n mummy after school to go orchard, to Buy clothes n oso go n have dinner at night. this time round, orchard does not have anytHing tt is suitable for mi one~ so sad!!! the cutting not nice. i tink i m fat!! haiz.. no choice~ den after tt brought daddy n mummy to city hall, to have new york new york.. wow is Nice lor, been waiting to eat it, a very long time, wait my dear to bring mi, until i gonna becum giraffe le.. haha.. but he gt bring mi go elsewhere eat other nice food la.. hehe.. :P

we had alot.. veri big plate of food.. oh no.. is like my two meals, i m scare of ribs for this month.. haha...

den we take train back home, since is a happy day~ it is also a great day to Buy PSP for mi!!! haha.. daddy brought mi PSP.. so so so HAPPY~!!! finally i gt to have PSP, Next time i can play game sharing with my dearie, n oso my those BEST FREN.. haha.. an entertainment bought to cheer my group up with so much project stress.. haha...

I LOVE DADDY&MUMMY~~~ ^-^ Muack...

Here are some pics:

01/01/2008

2008-01-01T14:01:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone~ i m back on blog!!!

Miss mi? hehe

FiRsTlY wIsh u all a HaPpY nEw YeAr~ N HaPpY 2008!

A new beginning of year, hope everything will be fine n filled with lots of happiness!!!

Meaningful Letter

2007-11-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

this is the letter that i heard on the show that host by quan yi fong n dasmondkoh.. i feel that it is really a truth.. n oso is a nice n meaningful letter~ not alot of ppl will appreciate, but this is what actually your Parent wants U to DO~

當我老了 , 不再是原來的我 .
請理解我 , 對我有一點耐心 .
當我把菜湯洒到的衣服上時 , 當我忘記怎樣系鞋帶時 ,
請想一想當初我是如何牽著你的手教你 .

當我一遍又一遍的重复你早已聽膩的話語 ,
請耐心的聽我說 , 不要打斷我 .
你從小的時候 , 我不得不重复那個我講過千百遍的故事 , 直到你進入夢鄉 .

當我需要你幫我洗澡時 , 請不要責备我 . 還記得小時候我千方百計哄你洗澡的情形嗎 ?

當我對新科技和新事物不知所措時 , 請不要嘲笑我 . 想一想當初我怎樣耐心地去回答你每一個 ” 為什麼 ” .

當我由于双脚疲勞而無法行走時 ,
請伸出你年輕有力的手攙扶我 .
就像你小時候學習走路時 , 我扶你那樣 .

當我忽然忘記我們談話的主題 , 請給我一些時間去回想 . 其實對我來說 , 談論什麼并不重要 , 只要你能在一旁聽我說 , 我就很滿足了 .

當你看著老去的我 , 請不要悲傷 .
理解我 , 支持我 , 就像你剛開始學習如何生活時我對你那樣 .

當初我引導你走上人生的路 ,
如今請陪我走完最後的路 , 給我你的愛和耐心 , 我會報以感激的微笑 .
這微笑中凝結著我對你無限的愛 .

2007-10-21T15:13:00.000+08:00

Saigo no kisu wa

(That Last Kiss)

Tabako no flavor ga shita

(tasted like tobacco)

Nigakute setsunai kaori

(a bitter and sad smell )

Ashita no imagoro ni wa

(tomorrow, at this time)

Anata wa doko ni iru n' darou

(where will you be?)

Dare wo omotte 'ru n' darou

(who will you be thinking about?)

Chorus:

You are always gonna be my love

Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo

(even if I fall in love with someone once again)

I'll remember to love

You taught me how

You are always gonna be the one

Ima wa mada kanashii love song

(it's still a sad song)

Atarashii uta utaeru made

(until I can sing a new song )

II.

Tachidomaru jikan ga

(the paused time is)

Ugoki-dasou to shite 'ru

(about to start moving)

Wasuretaku nai koto bakari

(there's many things that I don't want to forget about )

Ashita no imagoro ni wa

(tomorrow, at this time)

Watashi wa kitto naite 'ru

(I will probably be crying)

Anata wo omotte 'ru n' darou

(I will probably be thinking about you )

* You will always be inside my heart

Itsu mo anata dake no basho ga aru kara

(you will always have your own place)

I hope that I have a place in your heart too

Now and forever you are still the one

Ima wa mada kanashii love song

(it's still a sad song)

Atarashii uta utaeru made

(until I can sing a new song )

#You are always gonna be my love

Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo

(Even if I fall in love with someone once again)

I'll remember to love

You taught me how

You are always gonna be the one

Mada kanashii love song

(It’s still a sad song)

Now and forever...

Saigo no kisu wa

(That Last Kiss)

Tabako no flavor ga shita

(tasted like tobacco)

Nigakute setsunai kaori

(a bitter and sad smell )

Ashita no imagoro ni wa

(tomorrow, at this time)

Anata wa doko ni iru n' darou

(where will you be?)

Dare wo omotte 'ru n' darou

(who will you be thinking about? )

Chorus:

You are always gonna be my love

Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo

(even if I fall in love with someone once again)

I'll remember to love

You taught me how

You are always gonna be the one

Ima wa mada kanashii love song

(it's still a sad song)

Atarashii uta utaeru made

(until I can sing a new song )

II.Tachidomaru jikan ga

(the paused time is)

Ugoki-dasou to shite 'ru

(about to start moving)

Wasuretaku nai koto bakari

(there's many things that I don't want to forget about )

Ashita no imagoro ni wa

(tomorrow, at this time)

Watashi wa kitto naite 'ru

(I will probably be crying)

Anata wo omotte 'ru n' darou

(I will probably be thinking about you )

* You will always be inside my heart

Itsu mo anata dake no basho ga aru kara

(you will always have your own place)

I hope that I have a place in your heart too

Now and forever you are still the one

Ima wa mada kanashii love song

(it's still a sad song)

Atarashii uta utaeru made

(until I can sing a new song )

#You are always gonna be my love

Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo

(Even if I fall in love with someone once again)

I'll remember to love

You taught me how

You are always gonna be the one

Mada kanashii love song

(It’s still a sad song)

Now and forever...

20 oct

2007-10-21T14:30:00.000+08:00

argh~ back frm lunch n my leg kanna two hole.... so sad!!! :'( *cry* (pain pain)... all becoz of chou people, whu dunno how to ride bicycle with bulky things at the side.... !@#$%^&**^%#$@!#$ kcuf lei......... haiz.....

poor Mi, dun have my dear dear at my side, jiu cant take care of myself.. haiz.. if deardear know it, conform get scolded liao... =P

now my leg bend liao veri pain manz! gt blue black liao.. u cant imagine that the impact is so loud that, thought it was a bomb! wa lao a~ the guy take so many paper bag, inside gt metal or wad.. like tin like tt.. PIANG!!!! so loud, my leg gt so hard or nt.. my bone lei.. den nv stop down.. when i turn ard, he already dunno where the hell to death liao.... really shiitttyyy de lei... kaoz......

A HALF HALF DAY~~~

21 oct

2007-10-21T11:04:00.000+08:00

Today is sunday~ tml is time for open school... HapPy ? SaD ? Excited ?

But Now n today is my happiest time, Guess what? My dearie called mi.... Miss Him so much so much......... he mus be tiring at australia, my poor dear dear.... nv torture by mi for so many day, muz be missing mi alot alot... hehe... No la.. Jk.. :P

my dearie say he miss mi, he loves mi... hehe.. he say there cold cold, nw the time dere is afternoon le, mi nw still in the morning... haha.... poor hIm.... den his place dere no much water to drink, his lips gonna crack liao... pooor dear dear.... *heart pain*

dear dear say when free he will call mi again lor.... waiting for his call everyday~

19 oct

2007-10-19T21:58:00.000+08:00

today went out with my mummy to Plaza Singapura to change my new bicycle parts, coz Yesterday 18 oct i went with my parent to bought a combo set, tt contain a torchlight, bell and the lock.. torchlight were not lighted up, so i gt to went down all the way to change it again today..

hmm, Just had my bathing... so cum in to type type before i go to bed lor.. haha.. my blog seem deadly lei.. like no ppl like tt, i log on to take a look, me oso sian... dont u all feel tt.. haha.. i veri lazy to change it.. haha...

today did a veri meaningful n fun thIng, cooking dinner with my parent, shocked ar!!! haha... we had western food today... Whooooo!`~ mummy n i bought BBQ chicken at carreforre.. den fried french fries, mashed potato with mushroom sauce, my favourite "lor ah"(soya duck wing) haha... tts my simple meal for the night, each had half chicken n some fries, and mashed potato(my new receipe) ^-^

after my dinner, went downstair with my parent n my lovely Bike... haha... to watch the "jiu wang ye" going to pray at end of the tuas.. i cycle all the way to teck whye to lookout when they passing by my hse here.. haha.. wow.. nice!!! first time.. anyway, my bicycle is always slower den the lorry de~ haha... clever de mi, cycle back first, BUt still they catch up with mi... lousy mi la... haha.. anyway, first time to cycle in the night oso.. hehe.... so fun....

while waiting, sitting dere looking at the moon, n oso some star... i wish upon the sky, not to forget to tink n pray for my dearie.. i tink he oso miss mi alot... i told the moon n star, hope he were looking too, to help mi to Pass the lovely night message over to him.. v(^-^)v

I LOVE HIM,I MISS HIM

17 october

2007-10-17T15:58:00.000+08:00

Today is the second day of my dearie at australia~ So sad!!!! :'(

cant hear his voice, cant see Him, again! like the time he went to India!!! I miss him lots.....

Last Week we had been spending the whole day n whole week since he is out of camp since last wed.. really miss the days he is beside mi the whole day~ it was like nobody business.. haha... we really had alot of fun... But the week cant represent the 3 weeks that he will be at australia!!! Second Day le.. i really misses Him alot alot.... hope the 3 weeks Pass quickly..... -_- *Pray*

sorry to everyone too.. i have been busy accompany my dearie n didnt have time to blog, oso a bit lazy le.. haha...

jus bought a Bicycle~ Brick Game.. alot of thing for mi to play till i can forget everythIng... so that the day can pass quickly... i not working le.. so i m home till i open school again.. haha~ shiok lor! =) at home watching tv, ride my bicycle around, cooking dinner and oso not to forget to Miss my beloved Dearie~~~~~ ^-^

10 october

2007-10-10T20:56:00.000+08:00

tis few were at home... no work, nothing to do... so sian... stay hm, watch tv and most of my time on my com lor... haha..
think of alot of thing... suddenly, tis few day i saw something n someone tt i veri long nv see n care abt.. n oso duN wish to see one~
tink of last time when i was in youth age.. it was a nightmare to mi...

i was tinking..... "A past is a past, enemy or hatred will only bring sadness to everyone"... should we let everythIng go or not, to forgive n forget?

i wish everythIng will be gone for the past.. i wan a brand new day and a brand new future.................................................. *Brainstorming*

29 September

2007-09-29T20:24:00.001+08:00

Happy Brthday to me~

Today is my Birthday!

i had a great surprise today, a memorable day i had~

Thanx to dearie, baobei, chester, yingying, jack, yan ling, raygen n felix kor.. my dearest fren indeed...

haha.. tis is the first time i get so much surprise in a day.. firstly, from 12am start of my birthday, i get many wishes.. thanx everyone.. i gt alot of special wishes from, 1. Joshua korkor... i thought he forgot mi le.. eventually he still remembers mi.. so happy.. 2. MIA fren..[u know whu u r] he makes up my day, my long lost Mr lou~ called mi.. haha.. really veri happy that he actually still remembers my birthday.. 3. n the last are my fellow frenz... a great thank you.. i thought i will have a peaceful birthday tis year for my 21st birthday.. BUt with u all by my side, i get so much warmth n hearted...

Not to forgot the fren tt greet mi... jesslin, june,wan ru,janice,julia,augustine,shiquan,tong ying,brian,melissa,weijing,joshua, louis,rei,lejun,yongfu... I Love U all lots... muackxz to everyone..

Happy sweet 21st Birthday~

28september

2007-09-28T13:28:00.000+08:00

A week of work is OVER~ finally

Been working for the past few days n have not been online for a long time.. today den can settle down n start my blogging n playing my com again.. my lappy should be missing mi alot.. hahaha... well.. tis few days has not been really happy.. everyday the same routine.. wake up prepare n go work.. after work, reach back home, slping time.. was quite tiring...

tml is the day~ the day i will be 1 year older again! but Nothing is happy about.. decided not to celebrate anymore... i dun feel like the mood to celebrate because of alot of things inside my mind! tat no one will understand.. haiz.. i m more n more unreasonable i suppose.... i doesnt Know wad i wan~ Jus VExed!!!!!

when can i relax myself? i have given myself alot of stress? i tink i should give myself more projects to busy with? thoughts...............................

13 september

2007-09-13T19:58:00.001+08:00

Today i went to had my personal make-over... was very happy... got dearie to choose the evening gown and had a traditional gown.. was fantastic and beautiful.. surprise ba.. haha.. will show to those who wish to see it.. But i cant get it so soon.. haha.. when is ready, i will show u all de.. =) wait patiently k..

really love dear at dere watching my beautiful look and wearing pretty gown.. hehe..

But i can show u all after my make-over de make-up... haha.. a bit thick la... haha..

12 september

2007-09-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

today is the Happiest time~

firstly, Happy Birthday to Raygen... our best pal~

today celebrating His birthday at my house, had steamboat together.. actually only have my baobei, geok and him, raygen and my parent.. den my dearie n my buddy, jack.. they out of camp le, jus nice to give raygen a biggest surprise and have us beside Him to celebrate for hIm.. was really happy for hIm... =) a good gathering again~ my hse were occupied with balloon on the wall that i can paste on, haha, this is actually made to paiseh Him de, haha.. but glad that he love it alot.. really ma lu lo.. haha.. if u go ppl hse n gt balloon and name on it like thought is at its own place. haha... my parent ask mi too~ is tis ur birthday or ur fren? haha.. alot of ppl will thought is mine, coz gt balloon to decorate it.. hahaha... anyway , i play for fun de la.. haha.. i feel is nice ma, haha. a good question is tt.. when raygen reach "WA, children party ar?" hahaha.. shock!!!

secondly, today i get my result le.... whoo woooo~ so happy. thought i will get it tml, but whu noes today my hp rings, n i immediately went online to see my marks.. coz hp cant se properly.. haha.. was surprise by it.. no need retake the exam is my happiest point.. although the marks r not veri good.... but i m still happy with it la..

need to buck up the next semester.. no matter how stress.. i will ganbatte de..

thirdly, i want to thanks someone, that been with mi the whole exam, before n to the exam period, "it" did alot for mi, "it" is a best n great pal i had... i really veri "gan ji" about it... if no "it" i will nv pass the exam.. a great thanx! muackx~

Let's ganbatte forever!!!

08 september

2007-09-08T20:10:00.000+08:00

The Date for 2 year 7month:

today, went to dearie house to have steamboat for lunch. haha.... nice, yummy~ my favourite! had a great time, eat and play game for the whole day, but went i reach home i feel bored... haiz.. so sian, no one to accompany...

a few days nv online le. was not at home tis few day, haha.. starting of work.... haiz.. but work oso sian~ nothing to do, no customers n oso nothing much to do.. like tis will get scolded by boss ma? haha....

tml is sunday, i suppose is a cooking day for mi.. haha... will be at hm lo... haha....

september 5

2007-09-05T19:00:00.000+08:00

ohhhh.... was at hm today.. went out yesterday 4 september to bring my little cousin, to watch ratatooiee... haha.. den so ke lian de mi.. bring children outiee, is always us "lu-gi" de.. coz spend de is my money.. haha.. but is ok la.. as long as she happy can le.. n oso, i did something i had nv did it for a long time.. =( i spend my money in the arcade again... i caught a bear in the end with a cost of 23 dollar... diao! -_-" haha............... shouldnt go arcade la.. haiz......... sad....! anyway.. haha.. seem a long time nv so happy to spend money le.. haha..

September 2007

2007-09-02T20:39:00.000+08:00

haha.. i m back everyone.... sorry sorry sorry... a big SORRY everyone.... been busy the few months for Projects, exam, and school stuff.. no have the time to write my blog n even on the phone or msn or chat with my fellow's frenz....

anyway nw i having holiday le.. hope i will have a fun n relaxable holiday..... n oso is september, tis is my favourite month... because i m growing up older soon... hope it will be a romantic n fun and unforgettable 21st ba...

i really wish for alot alot...........................

10 n 11 june

2007-06-11T22:38:00.001+08:00

10/06

sunday morning went swimming with dearie.. haha.. i tink he wans to play water onli ba.. haha.... so acc him go lo... hehe.. actually is i pian HIm go one ba... coz sat nite actually his campmate ask Him along to zouk to celebrate duNNo wad la.. shld be birthday or wad sergent BYebye ba.. haha.. den i told Him if he nv go i acc Him go swimming next morning, so becoz to meet mi, n dun wanna tired Himself... dun go lo, den have to stay hm n rest.. haha..LOL..

had a great fun ~ hehe..... i love going play water, swimming with dearie...

after swimming went to his hse to had lunch den go Hm.. Lol.. i ate alligator meat.. haha.. hmm.. first time having it.. sort of chicken meat la.. haha.. n had crayfish too.. nice! yumyum.. love his mummy cooking.. haha.. =P ~after that went hm to rest le.. veri tired man.. haha...

11/06

outie again! today meet up my baobei, yuzhen and darling yan ling... haha... we went to orchard to walk walk talk talk. den with dearie following, coz he no camp... so thought he going orchard to take free gift de. But too bad, no more liao.. hehe... den we went to have lunch... at shaw center.. den after tt anyhow walk walk lo. haha.. went to takashimaya to shop.. n there is some disney stuff... so went to play abt n see wad there is... so sad...... my seashell bracelet which my cousin bought for mi last time.. my precious bracelet, broke le.... :'( was playing with the punching pouch, den broke into pieces on the floor.. so upset with it...... haiz...... gt to fix it le... den after that went to cineleisure to take neoprint... dearie went hm le.... he went to meet raygen to go fishing.. [sorry dear, nv acc u, was toking to the gals n nv tok to u much, sorry!]

den we had a great fun, haha.. we walk around the orchard n taking pictures... we walk all the way from orchard to plaza singapura.. haha.. LOL.... was a bit tiring..... haha.. den went hm abt 5pm... den mi n baobei went to lot 1 to see SOMETHING.. haha... den after that went hm to have dinner with my dad le..

08/06

2007-06-09T14:52:00.001+08:00

time really flies............................. is june now....... mi n dearie been together for 2 yrs 4 mth 1 day..

now is my june holiday... not a happy holiday.... coz have to do project.... kaoz... wTH........ lecturer ownself so free sia den we have to do project.... haha... well.... gt to score a good marks on my project..... tis semester...... marks r deadly red like ang bao..... scary!!!! how to live man with all the red eggs given from lecturer... haha.....

next week will be a Busy Busy weekdays n weekends for mi.. most of my time will be staying out n meet up with my frens n doing projects n also workIng...... hmmm..... wonder if my parent will allows mi to go... haiz... But i already planned where to go..... dun give mi stunt again... pray hard!!! haha....... No money... nt a single cent.... hw ar??? but goiNg out wor! no money...... haiz... Now gt to eat soft rice liao....... haha. =P wait till my sept n oct holiday i will be rich!!!... haha.....

My birthday! n holiday can work... haha... so i will have money liao... dun buy present for mi ar... haha.. gib mi money can liao.. tts the most important... haha.. i can spend.. haha... LOL.. JK.....

WAITING PATIENTLY FOR MY BIRTHDAY TO COME!!! WONDER WAD WILL HAPPEN~

7/06

2007-06-07T11:07:00.000+08:00

had my TBP n ESFAC test yesterday... oh gosh! i tink tis sem i did veri poorly............. haiz..... wad happen......... i dunno y.... is quite difficult.... the subject need alot of my brain memorising... argh.. sux.... my poorest thing is to memorise words.. it was like HISTORY.... so scary... but is already over =(....... cant change anything.. gt to strike during my quiz n exam ba...... my determination is to pass all my subject.... =)

u can see mi happily after my test, actually.... is jus a pretending! ='( whenever i did poorly, i jus worried.. i will go hm n study the subject again...... i wan to get prefect for everything.... so i really have to run faster...........! i cannot be slow le... tis term is suffocating.... is tolerating with it...... a short term..... with everything squeezing mi like prata into my brain.... cant breath!!! ya.. nw cant breath too... flu... haha.. *cold joke*

well dun be unhappy... always persuit wadever u had been persuiting....
~DUN GIVE UP! JASMINE, YOU CAN DO IT..... haha.. NIKE JUS DO IT~ ;)

i will strike to the end.. nv say die!!! my grade will pass with flying colours................. haha......

5/06

2007-06-05T09:56:00.000+08:00

yesterday.... had EMath2 test... argh.. section B, careless mistake n some duNNo how to do.. haiz.. my 90marks gone........ probably get 80 plus or 70 plus onli tis time.. sadness!

after my test meet my dearie, haha, he cum fetch mi.... den had lunch with my classmate.. after lunch, we went to took neoprint again.. tis time no ten person, but 9 person onli.. haha... den mi n dearie oso took one.. veri long nv took neoprint already... thought i wan the piggy pic... but sad.. press the wrong one.. den no more.. haiz...... next time again lo...

sick for a few day... sore throat.... den nw flu....... argh..... i dun wan sick... i wan eat nice food...... argh... torturing! haiz....... next day still gt test.. two paper in a day.. wa piang... i haben even started yet... haiz...... dun feel like reading.. will slp wen i start reading... haiz... But no choice, have to strive the marks nw or next sem my marks will die like hell..... haha....

a busy mth coming again~

31/05

2007-05-31T21:05:00.000+08:00

Happy Vesak Day...

Been a long time Nv post up le.... sorry guys~

Today, is a public holiday... so No need go school....
tis few weeks, i was really very very busy.... my school work, projects, quiz.... all come in a strike of thunder..... without giving mi any breathing spaces allowance..... finally everything is over.... rested for a day....~ shiok man!

wake up in the morning, meet up with my dearie to have lunch together... den after tt went to shop at lot 1 awhile... was raining when i was abt to go home.. no choice.. have to take bus one round, den drop at my hse so tt gt shelter.. when we reach the bus-stop..no rain le.. haha... den dear fetch me home... so long nv see him... really miss him alot... tis week is actually a busy weeks for us too.. a hard time we can meet each other... after a while, he went home le....

at night... went out to dinner with my parent... shop at pasar malam... bought some cute stuff.. hehe.. not sticker tis time... haha... den after tt went home le..
time passes by really fast... a day before i slept has already over.......................

tml go school le...... den for jus an hour den can go home le.. WTH!!!!! haiz.. no choice.... go lo..... waste time ma....... sad~

19/20/21

2007-05-22T20:27:00.000+08:00

19/05

parent went oversea le..... sadness.. been at home slping till afternoon.. dear went fishing with raygen.. didnt went along... meet my god-didi to bugis walk walk....

meet Him at 2.15pm.... haha....... den walk walk walk till suntec.. haha.. den went to buy bubble tea, den to arcade.. haha, favourite place! den saw alot of cute bears! oh my god, love it lor.. but cant caught one.. argh.. we saw a pokupipe[dunno hw to spell] hehe.. den he say the big stone nice meh? haha.. cute! i wasted on that too.. is easy to caught man.. jus need to knock it down... i thought i gt skill.. last time i always do such thing.. but is fails... argh! forgtton the skill to kock a bear into the hole.. shitty... after that a guy use "1 DOLLAR" den knock down le.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... ah bish! killed myself man!!! haiz.. that bear dun belong to mi man! But i really wanted to play more de.. But limited cash to spend.. becoz of that waster my didi 1 dollar.. haha... den faster cum out or i will get crazy.. haha.. so brought him to the sky garden located at suntec. oops.... we saw wad shouldnt be saw during the morning. haha.. ppl kissing.. haha... well that is a couples dating places.. haha.. den chat for a while.. we decided to go esplanade to look at the big ferries wheel... haha.. was lost at sky garden. cant find the exit out of the roof.. haha.. merry go round.. he was so anxious about it.. his expression was funny.... chatting for quite a long time, looking at sea.... i felt relax.... saw fishes swimming inside the water... was time to go back to bugis.. den walked around for a while den go back dear hse for dinner...

[didi, fun n nice chatting with you, u r great fren of mine.. meet up again. LOVE YA~ n thanks for accompany shopping up n down.. haha..]

went dear's cousin hse for dinner.. saw the fish that he caught back.. veri big size.. wow.. my dear dear so li hai wor.. haha... should be his first time fish such a big big big fish. till his fish rod string i tink, spoilt.... haha.. power! den went back his hse to watch television show... after a while, his camp mate called him.. asked him out for clubbing again! tt nite i actually meeting my classmate to club too.. But in the end, we nv meet.. so went alone with dear to meet up his camp mate to Zouk! a fun time there.. first time went with dearie to clubbing.. hope can go again with him next time.. haha.. dun see he so zhen dang! oh no.. he dance....! haha.. cOw dance!!! hahahahahaha.. oops! =X later he gonna kill mi liao.. haha... LOL.. den reach there abt 1am... haha.. know his buddy.. he is quite fun.. he dun dance.. he stand still in the dance floor.. i feel that he look like a stature!!! haha.. so i told my dearie.. he look like "mu tou".. so he looked at mi.. i was like toking to my buddy like tt... i jus shoot Him.. "1 2 3 mu tou ren!" haha.. he knew that game as well.. he really keep still den wen we clap, he move.. haha.. was fun... but most cute is my dear of coz.. haha.. at Future! beside zouk.. i saw a tv show guy.. he is actually a extra that snap that type of tv show during real story line"cong feng" i suppose... he look so familiar, no wonder.. wow.. he is quite cute.. short, man, chubby.. haha... nice look la.. haha.. oh o! yao si, see guys infront of my dear.. nvm la.. he oso see gal wad.. haha.. LOL.. the guys there r meant to giv mi see, even though i dun wanna see... wahahaha,, =P!

dance till 4 pm.. was tired, leg pain! but nv let dear Know... den reach hm at abt 5am.. the first time i reach home so late.. whooo!

[thanx dear for bringing mi to club.. have alot alot of fun with you.. muack.. i love you dear!]

20/05

Happy birthday to you mummy......!

sleep till 12pm, den went over to have lunch at dear hse.. haha.. den acc him a while till abt 4 plus... i went to meet my bro gf.. we going to suntec to meet my kor for dinner... sadness.. cant acc my dear... waited for kor till 9.30pm den have dinner.. so late.. we went to have steamboat in the end. haha.. my favourite.. haha.. yumyum... den reach home.. study a bit of my espac.. as next day is my test.. argh.. alway ling shi bao fuo jiao! haha... den go slp le after a while of touching the book. hehe.. tiring~

21/05

went to school for lesson in the morning. den after school reach cck was abt 7plus.. called my parent. ask where were they... they r on their way back... so i went to have dinner alone first den meet up with them at cck interchange,to go back home together.. they nv really buy anything back.. .sadness, but predicted... haha... only biscult.. haiz not i wan de! sian.. but they have fun can le.. =)

18/05

2007-05-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

today tp is conducting CCN day.. so lesson end quite early, but after the lesson, we went for group discussion, regarding IHT project..

meeting baobei, raygen, jack n my dear to have lunch at bugis to eat pastamania.. since quite a long time nv meet up le.. tis time YL cant join us again... she is in school for lesson... had a great fun anyway.. but hope next time we can really get together with YL n chester as well........

finishing the lunch is abt 5 pm... argh.. den reach home probably 6pm den had my dinner again with my parent at coffee shop.. WTH.. But nv eat much la.. so full... dun wanna grow fat..

at nite... called my dear... was toking abt my parent going oversea the next day.. haiz.. thought veri happy abt it... but thinking that the time getting shorter that my hse gonna be no one else with me till monday. was nt use to it.... den toking to him n discuss hw we gonna to plan for the weekends... den was like wad he name, he wan it to be.. i say cannot tis n that.. But really ma... was veri veri upset.. i didnt mean it.. i m getting tired. i m really veri tired................................ i m tired that we keep qurreling with each other everytime now....... i really dun wanna tis to happen. i wan the time which we were happily n enjoying... i really wish n hope.. But things seem starting to be totally different.... the way he talk, the way he express, the way of his attitude, the way of his action, his speaking.. will always make mi sad n unhappy.. i dun like the way he is NOW!!! i really dun like.. ='( i cant do anything...

Y Y Y Y???? Y every guy in tis world are all the same.. he is slowly been changing to wad a "guy" will treat mi last time... the painfulness he gave mi.. really hurts! guys r the same.. same thinking, same mind-set...... SAME!!! i really wish i can be quiet, rather be a quiet gal n dun speak an words out of my heart!!! ='( sadness everyday..
a scar in the heart cannot be mend, a scar, will always leave down the mark!~
is guy stupid? guy really dunno wad a gal wants? or they are jus pretending not to know? i really dun understand guys anymore.... or m i too irritating, to irritate a guy so easily?

sadness sadness sadness...............................................................................................

finally

2007-05-16T19:57:00.000+08:00

OH finally.. the blog is back to square!! haha.. been waiting for the blog to be fixed by the maintenance for so long... wa kao!

anyway.. updated file.. haha.. tis few days.. nv had a good night sleepin.. everyday busy with my project.. DA Po JI Lu... i yesterday slept 5 hrs onli wor.. den go school liao.. haha.. arent it a miracles? hahaha.... busy my jap project to show sinseh(teacher)..

today is daniel's mum birthday... so after school have to rush to his house to help Him buy a cake n present to his mum.. his mum nt at home at 5plus so early, as she is working.. den gt to pass it to his dad.. on his way home.. was so scare tt i might get scolded or nt.. coz waste money Buy thing for his mum.. haha... his family "kou tou zhang": [aiyo, lang fei qian la, bu yong mai la.. duo bu yong hua qian mai de].. hahahaha.. see clever mi can memorise liao... hehe..

reach home had my dinner.... telephone from his mum.. oh o! haha... scare she dun like it, but she called to thankx mi.. haha.. anyway hope she like the present i bought for her.. dunno wad to get for her, so bought a bag for her, so tt she can bring to work... haha..

waiting for my dearie call mi, den i jiu yao....... GO SLP LOR........... haha.......

14/05

2007-05-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

today.. on my way Home alone from cck... i deeply miss my dearie alot... listening to the mp3 player... Full house OST... "I think I Love You".. a nice n romantic song from korea..... well... i deeply in love with tis song since the first time i listen n watch the VCD show..... while listening to tis song.. on the bus... i was looking out of the window.. saw a couple was so lovely.. miss the time when dearie was beside mi.. been a long long time nv meet Him... nv Hug Him... nv kisses Him... tt not important.. as long as his heart is with me...

I do wanna tell Him that i LOVE HIM, I MISS HIM DEEPLY DEEPLY... i really hope we can be freely together...... being by each other side....

Hope his sadness day will come along with many surprises...

DunNo how

2007-05-12T12:55:00.000+08:00

sorry. tis few days the blog seem to be in a weird mode.. so nv blog for quite a few days.. n oso quite busy around with school n personal things... nt in a very gd mood as well...

duNno y.... drifting n drifting... changing lots.... which i hate it.... not the same since i know.... getting different.. n i dunno wad the reason.... i simply dun understand a little anymore... i m really.................................................................................................. (sad)

was a day

2007-05-05T20:21:00.000+08:00

tis few weeks nv write blog le.. was busy around! well actually nt veri busy oso.. jus that nv go online for days.. open school already.. so whenever i reach home, is my dinner time and my tv show time.. haha... so nv go online unless i gt homework or project to search. well.. i will try to write about my daily life... haha...

get together soon~

27/04

2007-04-27T20:16:00.000+08:00

today morning went school with baobei... haha... happy! finally together go school liao.. haha... today after school, dearie come to my meet us.. haha.. sadness of him, come from cck, den go back cck to watch movie.. hahaha.... meet jack at dover to acc us go watch.. sad.. as YLingz gt class so she cant come along to watch together.. rush to cck to watch 200pounds! haha... a nice show~ it end at 5pm.. den jack jack rush back to SP to fetch YLingz home.. a hardworking guy lei! haha.... den mi, baobei n dearie went to shop for a while... n i went home to meet my dad for dinner....
A tiring day~

26/04

2007-04-26T10:47:00.000+08:00

26/04
sorry everyone! a long time nv online liao... was away from computer since monday.. sick for two days... haha... dun miss mi alots ar! hehe.. i will be back online soon.. haha... now in school using com.. as lesson was cancel n postpone to other day.. so start at 1pm today.. sadness.. nth to do... k la.. anything message to mi ok? i will miss u guys~

Take care!

24/04

2007-04-24T09:50:00.000+08:00

24/04
staying at home again~ haiz... cant go school... thought of trying but cant.. scare there might be problem going school.. worried my stomach is bad... school is far too.. anything happen, cum home is too late.. got to rest at home.. n hope i can go school the next day!!! i really wish i can go school~ hope i get better!!!

thanx dearie, baobei, felix kor, jun xiong, wei jing... for the concern~ i will get well soon!!!

23/04

2007-04-24T09:25:00.000+08:00

23/04
wad a monday blue~ first day of opening school.... yet i didnt went to attend.. sick n had to rest at home.. having diarrhea n vomitting in the early morning... haiz... went to see doctor, n had a day MC... after eating doctor medicine.. in the afternoon, i felt cold.... knew i m veri sick... at nite, i told my dad that i m having fever i suppose.. take temperature 38.6 degree celesis. my dad went down to the clinic n buy some fever medication n took 1 day MC for mi... is hard to lower my temperature... the whole nite i was feel hot n sweaty... wad a hard nite...

22/04

2007-04-22T15:30:00.000+08:00

wake up at abt 10am.. dunno y, yesterday slp late at night, today wake up so early... keep sensing that my brother will come home today... taking off... den since awake.. i went down to supermarket to buy ingrediant, decided to cook some lunch for my dearie.. as he miss my cooking alot.. since today so free, cook for him lor.. den can give him a surprise later..
brought back the ingrediant, cook halfway. heard someone opening the door... thought it was my dad... oh.... no..... it was my brother... knew he will take off... indeed, his gf say he take urgent leave.. this guy always dun wanna go work.. onli wanna play majong... so play with him two round lor... win his money.. lucky!!! But sad thing... i cant meet my dearie on time. haiz.. rush my cooking n take cab down to my dear place... half way.. oh no! i tink i forgt to off the fire.. den chiong back after passing him the food. drop down at my bus stop n run back home... lucky, is off.. haiz so unforgetful of mi... rushing to pass the food. rushing to meet him. but my poor dear dear... i cant acc him even awhile.. haiz...
den reach home n had my lunch~
tml open school le.. excited abt it!!! hope the time faster reach~

21/04

2007-04-22T10:18:00.000+08:00

21/04
No time to blog yesterday night.. haha.. morning wake up plan to write but too early... so thought at nite free den write.. who knows.. Not free!! haha...
yesterday. as usual lor, wake up in the afternoon den eat maggi mee... wait for parent to reach home lor.... afternoon went out when they reach home.. we went outram again.. mum lor... brought the wrong lid.. went for an exchange.. dad bought perfume over dere... n mi bought covered shoe again.. haha... poke my parent money...! finish shopping it was still early, as waiting for my brother to fetch us.. so we decided to go for some snack.. haha.... my mouth itchy from home to dere... a bit hungry... so we went to eat oyster omelette~ n char kuai tiao~ nice!!! YUMYUM~ is nice... gonna try out over at outram market... haha... is the hawker center beside OG! after meeting up with my brother, he drive back to panjang to fetch his gf... n then went to have dinner together.. oh.. dinner was lousy... nv had it before... it was at cck.. where up on the hill ba... coz quite tall up.. haha.. den dad say eat "zhi char"! it was bad, their food not nice... den rush home at about 8pm... haiz.... he come back nothing is good.. haha... PLAY MAJONG again... sian! but anyway i cant slp oso la... my dearie went to clubbing... =( always cant go with him... sadness~ den play until midnight again lor... haiz...

20/04

2007-04-20T21:00:00.001+08:00

today veri shiok~ can slp till late den wake up.. haha.. wake up in the afternoon.... LoL.... den wake up cook maggi porriage! no one at home.. so poor thing eat maggi porriage.. haha.. den sit infront of my computer to chat n check my mail~
haiz checked my classmate time table, n realise that my jap lesson is different from everyone... i m alone.. so sad~ but tink of it actually nvm la.. although different. next time we can share the different method of studying ma, hor! haha.. different teacher teach tink can exchange the different method of saying japanese.. haha.... quite excited to study!!!
staying home the whole day~ waiting for my parent to reach home... wen they got home, my mum prepared dinner.. oh yumyum~ steamboat.. haha.. drool! cant wait to eat.. so had my dinner early... at night had an ice-cream~ hmm.... nice! haha.. whole day was at home slacking n waiting monday to reach! =)

20/04

2007-04-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

19/04

2007-04-19T22:36:00.000+08:00

today is a relax n busy day i suppose~
early morning wake up at 0745, went to pray my grandparent at tanjong pagar! far indeed~ den after that came back home n take a rest. after a while went out with my parent again... actually going to Kbox today, as my dad promise mi to go... but when i went out i dun feel like singing today! so tired.. so we decided to go shopping... we had our lunch at Lot1, den decided to take bus to outram to shop.... haha... went round the OG.. bought pants n shirt.. well... holiday le.. really EAT, SLEEP, GROW FAT!!! haha.. so happy... lol.. not i foot ma money.. hehe... dad bought the clothing for mi so do mum.. share lo! haha.. after that went home at about 7pm... reach home was so tired!!! went in to check my baobei time table.... excited lor... haha... wow! can check hers.. lucky... hmm not bad lor her time table.. though some nt the same... but mostly is similar la.. haha... can meet up mostly... GREAT man! checked n called her.. haha... she is happy too with her time slot ba.... I SUPPOSE! haha.... well waiting for Open School lo~ Yea!

18/04

2007-04-18T21:30:00.000+08:00

early morning wake up at 0610.. haha.. went to school with baobei.. meet her at 0715.. took train over.. lucky straight train to school.. haha... since a long time nv wake up so early le... haha.. for two month.. a bit not use to it.. felt sleepy indeed.. but with chatting all the way to school.. makes mi awake.. haha.. baobei went for her orientation n told the in-charge that she were be working, so cant make it on time.. she is excused earlier.. haha.. lucky no need to wait too long... haha... sitting in the canteen for a drink while waiting.. saw my lecturer.. haha.. a bit forgt wad his name.. lol... with slightly over thought, oh ya! Mr.Unni.. haha.. damn.. forgt the name sia.. haha... den after he is gone... comes another one.. this i will nt forgt ba... Mr.Rafiq.. hmm, he is sitting two table beside alone, if nt wrong, he is turning looking my side here.. well, i can say i m bad la, haha.. nv say hi... den baobei called! she can go liao.. i walk off with the pone.. lol.... "DAO HOR" haha...
went to have breakfast n lunch at tampines food court... haha.. den headed back to jurong east entertainment center to meet up my ITE pal, Yao! to go ice-skating.. haha. we had said to go skating since ITE time. finally today is the day.. haha.. so happy! really had a great time.. but we were there meeting up 12.30pm, Yao no student pass, so no unlimited time. so no choice, had to wait till 1.15pm coz the skate ring is washing the platform at 1pm.. not to waste our time, we went to take neoprint... wad a funny pic we had taken... haha... lol... i will always remember this day when i look at the pic. went in at 1.15pm, den a bit scare. heart popping out soon. haha... a long time since i went to skate during my secondary sch time wen i m 13yrs old. haha.. really duNno hw to play.. lucky gt yao! he teach us the basic of skating. i too stupid le la. cant catch up the stunt quickly.. baobei is a good quick skater i can say.. she learn up the skill veri fast.. really pei fu her alot... haha... watching her n yao were skating till so happy, i felt happy, glad, warming etc~ after the skate... three of us! sitting dere to release the painful leg we had.. haha... so painful coz is tight... argh! i tink i had sprink my hand... coz gt a stupid guy standing dere dunno for wad! Son of a BITCH la..... "hai wo"... still a bit pain~ well... after skating, we went for a walk around the JE center... haha.. a long time since i graduate frm secondary sch. den went to eat "Wanton mee". all cause yao eat till so nice like tt, den it tempted mi... haha... had my dinner instead lor.. haha.. den after that baobei go play her game for present.. den go home le.. haha... tts all lor.. my day pass like this again.... real fast!

thanx baobei n yao for going skating~ Lets go again next time!

17/04

2007-04-18T21:19:00.000+08:00

17/04
argh: forgt to write my blog.. haha.... busy busy! went out early morning to meet my classmate, xiong to JE complex for a swim. well went once myself so lonely, he tinks of going to suntan, jus nice.. go together. haha... nice outing! n chat in the pool.. thanx xiong! but sorry i cant acc u to sim lim.. haha..
finish swimming at 12pm, my korkor came to fetch mi home.. haiz.. still gt wad!! wan mi to go hm early to play majong with him n my mum... majong King!!! den he stay until night lor.. haha.. poke his money!!! ask him to buy crabs for mi to eat! wa.. veri nice veri big.. haha.. first time eat so big crab in my lifetime.. u cant imagine it... it was like the tv show which they were eating the "gong" big big one.. wow! one mouthful without the shell.... SHIOK MAN! the juice n the fragrant.. real nice.. haha... "Drool" pepper crab~ thanx korkor for spending so expensive crab! haha... YUMYUM~

16april

2007-04-16T19:32:00.000+08:00

haha.... i better nothing to do... blog lor.. haha...

well.... haiz... when can i have a stable relationship whereby, my parent, my relative can know the relationship between mi n my dearie... i m tolerating... every year going on and on... my dear was the one suffering... really make him feel so sad n unhappy day n day! i jus wan to have a good relationship with my dear.. staying by his side wenever he meet with difficulties or when he needs mi.. but now cant... dad restrict mi from having a bf at tis age.. he says that this age study cannot have bf, he thinks tt it might ruin my studies.. but where gt.. i been with my dear so long, my result isnt it the same... i noe wad he is thinking... he thinks that there is lots of bad guys around.. he doesnt wan mi to happen on me.. he worries i will anyhow... well... i listen to him lor.. dun steady first... after my studies den! i will annouce to him... i wan my dear be happy... i wan him to be the most xin fu among my all bf.. i really do~

this few days i keep yi shen yi gui... i really scare my dear will dun wan mi one day~ coz i really love him alot....

16april

2007-04-16T14:57:00.000+08:00

today is a carefree day! haha... at home.. msn, checking my friendster, waiting for the night to fall.. haha.. nth to do so was taking poto with my laptop camera! haha.......

few day passes

2007-04-15T16:35:00.000+08:00

haha.... quite a few day didnt post out already! hehe.... this few days were at home. playing majong with my bro, his gf, mum n dad..... taking turn la! where gt majong 5 person rite! haha.. so msn oso nv log in~ haha.. sorry guys!
well not in a veri good mood this few days... dunno y! hope things get it right all the way!
~ nothing particular special this few days, well at home, watch television, play majong, den sleep liao... life continue like this since last friday i suppose! haha...
SP, NP etc.... opening school on the 16 april, monday. haha.... we TP 23 april den open school. one week more to rest! lol... miss school alot.. especially i m excited to go school with my baobei YZ... haha... i m really veri excited.. we two can go school together n go home together, shopping together.. etc.... i m really veri veri happy........... haha....

CANT WAIT FOR THE DAY TO COME!

9 April

2007-04-10T15:14:00.000+08:00

had a tiff at 9 April nite. y? always mi! cant i do wad i like, say or eat wad i wan. 20 years! being at home alone, or with u all.... u all still dun understand or know wad i like to eat? i m not a kid anymore. y still force mi to eat wad i dun like to eat. so angry.... that i thrown away the whole packet of brown rice away. and made my dad scold mi n my mum get scolded by him. heard her cried n scolding mi. I dun give it a DAMN! y? always mi, not my fault, knew i dun like to eat dun cook so much, i dun eat den u should know he give mi a damn face, wasnt u wan tis to happen? i m your DAUGHTER! NOT YUR MAID OR WADEVER! no one cares or concern abt mi.... 20 years, i always get scolded mostly, wad do u all care about, korkor only.. u all dun feel it at all, always n everyday worried abt he nv come home, he stay outside, all tis all that.. den wad, told mi abt wad his doing.. DEN? ask auntie to say mi, wen u all cant tok back with each other.. wad u all wan mi to do. wan mi to tell kor wad u all tink.... dun be IDIOT, he NOT my son! I DUN GIVE IT A DAMN, he coming back or nt, is u all de problem..... i jus wan to do wad i tink is right. i always think abt the future for u all first. do u all think abt mi, how i feel? so wad that i m a fillial daughter or nt, u all still wan SON BUT NOT DAUGHTER... no matter how yur son treat u all, u all will jus "xin ruan" n tts all for it wen he is back or nv listen to wad u all say..... how abt mi? i jus listen to u all, stay home and tt it! u all gt care abt mi or nt! u all dun let mi go out with frenz, ok i stay home. wad u all told mi to do, i listen, cant i do something with on my own or i like~ i m a human NOT A DOG!
I M YOUR CHILD>YOUR OWN DAUGHTER!

10 APRIL
went swimming alone, the moment i wake up. feel more relaxed. think alot of things while swimming in the water. wad if i m drown or dead outside? will dere anyone care? is it my fault to make my parent qurrel? wad should i do? buy back the rice to my dad? wad will happen if tonite get scolded again? ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ i jus hoping open school faster. at least gt something for mi to busy with.
Reach home watch tv! play com and waiting for the nite to fall~ n pass to the next day!

happy day recently~

2007-04-09T14:37:00.000+08:00

7 April

Today is My dearie 22nd Birthday, had organize a BBQ birthday party for him at my hse downstair. it start at 6.30pm. haha.. a method to bluff hIm over to the party to give him a surprise.. haha... he is surprised! so happy~ phew! me n my baobei YZ had tink of a way nt to let him have any doubt abt my movement.. haha.. well a successful one! haha.. my dearie is really veri veri happy, he actually long for a BBQ gathering, so finally his dream come true~ though he know a bit abt the BBQ as he asked raygen abt having BBQ, raygen told him tt "soon", he actually nv notice anything. haha.... so is a successful surprise party anyway~

my sweet dearie, bought me a flower bear oso.. thank you dear dear... i love it alot.

thanx frenz for coming guys!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR DEAR~

8 April

Today is me n dearie, 2year 2 months of relationship, time really files so fast, tts good. so happy! this good dearie of mine come n fetch me home at my working place, lucky he no need go back camp, so he come fetch me, as i working one day to help out at my boss suntec outlet. i finish work at 7pm, as no much customer so i can go home early, happy to go home early. haha.. so me n dear went to have my favourite "chong qing huo guo" at bugis. when we reach dere, a long quene indeed. so wait lor. should be fast one i suppose. so abt 8pm finally gt seat already.. hmm... yumyum.... tom yum n chicken soup. both of us had waited this time veri long ago, everytime wanted to have steamboat together, there is no chances. finally... we had our steamboat.. so happy ending! thanx dear dear.... after that he fetch me home till my downstair.

muack!~ Love you dear dear!

Happy Anniversary Dear!

a day pass~ 3/april

2007-04-03T16:55:00.000+08:00

a day passes so soon~ went out after i wake up, haha... went to Buy some ingrediants to prepare for a special day! haha... cannot say wad day... well..... haben bought finish yet, got to finish my shopping ingrediant another day... now back Home to prepare dinner... so relax! can sit infront of the computer to chat again.. haha... lol....

yesterday 2nd april, heard that my baobei can go in TP. i was jumping with joy, thinking of going school and after school together.. i was really veri veri happy n excited for the day to come.. never expected that she will get approved at the last minute. coz actually last week before april, TP given her a notice that it is unsuccessful for the course she wan, she was sad, so m i. But Now really glad that finally we can get together again.. haha.. though she different course from mi, but hope she get her time table abt the same with mi , den gt ppl acc together le.. haha... QUOTE: Baobei, jiayou O! since now got course to study le, we must together jia you O! yes! GO, GO, JIAYOU~

1st april

2007-04-02T16:13:00.000+08:00

nothing to do, everyday at home. everyday wake up, sit infront of laptop, ~check mail, check up friendster, chit chat in msn... eat n slp... watch television show.... haiz... dunNo wanna do wad oso... wan to do something, but was lazy to do it... everyday slack n slack n slack at home.... No where to go oso... my frens all working , arbo in camp... so lazy man to go out........ weather oso no gd.. haha..... darkness of home....

30/03

2007-03-31T12:15:00.000+08:00

30/3
went out during the evening, to meet my cousin, sharine and her BF, brian. coming along with my dear! actually going to "The cannery@ the Clinic", But nv buy ticket.. =_ ) nvm la, other time lor.. haha.. so we plan to meet at Plaza singapura to shop and watch movie! Met sharine jie at PS first, as brian finish work at 6pm. haha.. we walk around and had dinner dere! we went to thai express restaurant, yumyum! tomyum soup. my favourite. hmm, ok la.. but not that veri nice actually! haha... after the meal, we went to watch movie. before the nite, sharine and brian had booked the ticket online, so "fang bian" =) we watch "TMNT". i feel a bit boring in the middle of the show. and is oso quite difficulties in watching the show, coz infront seat of mine, had a big head.. arghk~ finish our show at abt 1115. taking Bus home.. and when reach cck we took cab home....

~really been a long time nv go out with my dear till so late le. so happy that can meet up for so much fun!

something Not right~

2007-03-30T15:33:00.000+08:00

Dunno Y? this few weeks n days.. i feel that mi n my dear is like so cold to each other. i feel like he dun care for mi. dunno y, was it my doing make him feel sad, angry, or else... i dun like the way he toks to mi wen on the pone. somehow it dun seem like last time the one that always happy n no worries dear.. haiz.. i really duNno wad to do to make him happy anymore.. seem like wad ever i do, i will make him angry, i think i jus too tired too... with a no thinking of talking lady like mi, will always make my partner sad~

~ there is nothing happen between us, maybe i tink too much ~

22/3

2007-03-22T17:42:00.000+08:00

hmm, here for another post! today went to watch movie with zhiwei~ today is the New release of Mr Bean's Holiday! a nice movie indeed...

But we meet early for lunch! haha... actually meeting at JP but in the end we went to CCK to watch movie. as he is going to the clinic at gombak later. so we went to have sushi! Misses sushi, but a bit full as early morning had some maggi mee. haha.. after the lunch, is jus nice, time for movie~

In the threater!
Mr Bean! haha... veri de funny, fun n exciting! haha... his pattern were all inside the show. and ya, the STUPID dog! has frighten mi.. it suddenly pop out from the lorry which mr bean were chasing at.. shit! zw la, shake dao the chair and 'chua' tio... kaoz~ haha... but anyway fun la... haha.. overall is fun.... the show is nice! should go catch it, if u r interested to laugh... =)

after the show! haha.. still a bit early.. went to the ladies. while zw was toking on the pone. i went to sit inside the neoprint machine.. hehe.. "zi lian" again lo.. snap myself... free de ma... haha... den we walk round the shop to take alook.. haiz, itchy hand de zw, pull the curtain down, den auntie so fierce.. come to scold scold.. oops! den no choice, take neoprint lo.. haha... AUNTIE like MU LAO HU~ haha... den took poto den design the picture. ARGH~ wasted... we nv notice the side to choose the poto.. den so sad, it onli the first pic was printed.. haiz... wasted wasted wasted! haiz... den was really unhappy, the shot we take were nice n funny.. so decided to take shot again, but with others machine. hehe.. hmm... nice shot but not that great as the veri first time of neoprint machine.. but anyway fun la.. haha.. finally we design n is quite unusual. haha.. but i kanna "hoot" for two times lor.. all cause by the two machine! haiz.. hehe...

~special thanx to zhiwei! it was really fun n nice going out~ cheers! might have another time of outiee again.. but muz wait for my baobei have time to acc us go... haha.. ~

Mr Bean's Holiday(2007)

the night of surprises~

2007-03-18T19:15:00.000+08:00

17/03

our gathering, [me, daniel, yanling, jack and yuzhen], we went to jack hse to celebrate YanLing birthday, well.. is a sucessful planning and surprises that created for her.. It was really romantic, nice and touching..

We reached jack hse at 6 plus. Jack n I has plan alot of ways to surprise his darling, YanLing, this is the first time i created romantic atmosphere, though i always create surprises but is onli sabotage. haha!

when we going to reach jack hse downstair, From far end, i saw jack n YL going to the mama shop. haha.. i gt long distance sight.. haha... lol..
we went up to his hse, reached his hse, the first thing to do is to done up his room. it was really so gan chiong, the first time to do such plan! haha... I tink no one will ever get this type of surprise de from his bf. mi as well.. haha.. [if i m a guy, gals will all fall for me!]

The image during the evening before nite was down.

when they going to come back home from downstair. we had finish our preparation. we hide at the corner of the door, and not only the birthday get shioked, haha, jack as well.. lol.. we accomplished our plan half, there is another half. haha. we ate steamboat for dinner. hmm, yumyum! my favourite! hehe.. =P

tt tootpid de jack, thought after the steamboat go downstair k siao buy drink, who knows, really go buy drink, somemore 1.5litres! haha.. 100plus, Lime coca-cola, pokka green tea. when they come back home, YL wanted to go toilet. haha, my baobei YZ, was holding on the cake at the kitchen. but YL walk in, i stopped her. knew wad? argh! the cake go toilet.. whahaha.. i lied to YL tt YZ using, she is wondering, y da bian nv close door one.. wahahaha... funny! i wanted to know oso, somemore daniel is dere too.. haha.. toot lor! haha..

change to jack to hold the cake! oh no- i tell lies so much in a day! haha.. i went in n out! lol.. wen YL come out from the toilet in jack parent rm, i lies.. :'( i say jack inside the rm, haha.. =P when the moment she open the door, i went to ask jack to come out with the cake.. haha.. run in run out.. tired wor! haha.. but is worth it... she was shocked when she open the door! whoo hooo! tts it! the surprise has make her stun till silence! haha..

isnt it romantic? chio man! i like it as well... haha.. nowadays very hard to find a guy will do tis, but dun wry, tis is i do de.. so no guys did tt yet... haha... lol.. but YL is the xin fu de, coz is consider jack did it for her... isit gd? so xian mu her! =) anyway, jus hope YL n Jack will be happy forever!

~ ren jian you ai, ren jian you qing.. zu tian xia you qing ren, zhong cheng juan su~

Love is in the air, Love is EVERYWHERE~

HaPpInEsS Of RoMaNcE!!!

test

2007-03-16T16:25:00.000+08:00

testing testing

My result was out on 14/03

2007-03-16T14:04:00.000+08:00

It is a day my result is out.. finally.. waited for one week, was so worried about the marks and the result i will get, if i done badly i had to take sub-paper. It was my first exam result in polytechnic. it is more excited den any other result. well.... when i knew about the result slip, i shouted....
whoowhoo........ i pass... wad a relieve. It was like a big stone in my heart and has finally break into small pieces. the kind of feeling, was really the biggest happiness i had. well... is gd that i had pass my exam.. i have to strive more and higher marks for my next semester...

~ hmm, gtg.. my little cousin is at my hm, teaching him~ bye... =)

A HaPpInEsS tO Be ShaReD*

X|aO ZhU FirSt Starting

2007-03-09T16:53:00.000+08:00

Was busying chatting with my baobei N Darling YLing... haha.. wad a special day indeed~